I'm so happy right now. Not like, 'i'm happy for two seconds' I'm like, happy at this point in my life. Things are definitely looking up and I'm happy like all the time. I just got rid of all the CRAP in my life, and things are good, well, getting better.

I'm missing all my good friends
i promised i would write
I can see all the moments passing by
Yeah I'm looking above all the buildings and all the billboard sings
I can see all...
all the world
all the world tonight
I can see everything...everything

I will live these days, (no, I won't)
I will live these days, (no, I won't)
I will live these days, no I won't hide....
No I, I won't hide.

Ahh tomorrow is when my life gets crazy. The next 8 days are going to be rough. ha they are gonna be sad, stressful, fun, emotional, and crazy haha. Lets see here, Thursday I have two finals and the baseball banquet. Friday is prommm. Saturday is my brothers graduation party. Sunday is baccalaureate (dont know how to spell). Monday is graduation. Wednesday & Thursday are finals. and then summer.

I have a feeling this week is gonna go by sooo fast. Kinda want it all to be over. But then again I kinda want time to freeze right where it is. Tomorrow is my last day ever to go to school with my brother.. crazy...

last night was probably one of the hardest nights of my life so far.. my big brothers last baseball game ever. it may seem like not a big deal to some people, but ever since the day i was born, i've either watched my dad coach baseball or my brother play. 16 straight years of going to baseball games..all over. It's so scary, life is going by sooo quickly. I just cried and cried and cried..I looove my brother so much, hes my best friend no doubt. =) it's gonna be even harder at graduation and everything...blah.

geeeez i'm still crying.. i'm ridiculous.. i'm just a big ball of emotions.

don't look at me, i might start crying! hahaha kidding kidding..

the month of may= I HATE YOUUUU